Stop being the inferior

So because I have been sleep all day I’m always up in the morning. Smh For some reason I find myself to be more productive at night. But yesterday I felt so grown. I deposited a check on my own for the first time. Me being sheltered that doesn’t happen to often for me to do things on my own. I spent the rest of my afternoon with my love Jeff. We walked down west end exploring what it had to offer. We stopped by this African store that sold Kwanzaa things, African sculptures, books written by African Americans and the had this slave exhibit. The slave exhibit just really made me realize how much our race went through just to have the freedom we have today. The exhibit showed pictures of hangings, how slaves were crammed all on to the boat, slaves being tortured, slaves being burned alive and the even had an actual dummy hanging on a pole with his foot cut off, fingers chopped off and whip lashes on every inch on his body. One piece that really stood out to me was when I read an information post about the picture that was posted next to it. The picture showed a young boy being hanged and a whole bunch of white people standing around the tree people laughing. The information posted on the side said the young boy was retarded and was found guilty of killing a white women. They beat the boy, tortured him, hung him by a tree and burned him alive. I wanted to cry in the exhibit when I read that. There was also a sign that was on the wall said that “We as African Americans remain to be inferior due to our past of enslavement”. Our mentality remains inferior because we only let it. we can make a change tho. I think that African Americans should cherish and be grateful that we don’t have to go through what our ancestors had to go through. It was because of them that we are free today and we have equality in today’s society. As our new black president said “Change we can believe in”. So lets make that change and stop being the inferior in our society.

4.0 gpa should be the spelhouse goal for this semester

So today we have school and it’s like going on 3 in the morning. Im not sleepy and that’s not surprising to me because I have been sleep all day. These past two days I was suppose to be getting my sleeping habits back on track for school … Man I need to get it on it because this semester I aint playin no games. Its all about that 4.0 baby. With god being the head of my life I know that I can do all things. All the mistakes I made last semester will no longer exists this semester. I feel like a person that just got out of rehab, and I am willing to do any and everything to prevent my self from going back to my addictive mistakes and habits … time for something new. Like my babes said it’s war time … Students against teachers lets win this war spelhouse. Everybody needs to be on the same page. We all need to be striving for that 4.0. All we need is each other.

Lets be safe and wrap it up

Today, I some friends of my room mate and I came over and the subject of being pregnant arised. It all started when my roomie had her tv on TLC and it was talking about baby stories and then she tried to change the channel and every channel after that each program had something to do with having a baby, being pregnant or something that had something that dealt with a baby. Then we all got the talking about how we all thought at one point that we were pregnant and how this is a sign that we need to be careful and protect our selfs. Then they got the talking about how we should all go get tested together because of how sexually active they were over winter break and how me and my roomie got some after break … That whole conversation just tripped me out because we know that if we all took the test and the plus sign showed up… we would fall out and just go nuts.. one friend talking about how she would throw herself down the stairs. I just shook my head like it aint that serious. But to tell you the truth having a kid would hinder me from my future dreams but I believe that I would still be able to accomplish my goal of being an actress and emergency medical physician. With the help of my family and my man by my side and god being my guide anything is possible. I wouldn’t be ashamed of the fact that I am pregnant but consider it a blessing. Its not like I didn’t know what I was getting my self into when I did it. But ladies lets not be just having sex with any one because accidents can happen and the father of your child may not treat you right, be a one night stand etc. When you have sex make sure you are having sex with just one partner and not many and make sure he is the one that is worth you giving your goods to. Someone that is just not with you for the sex but for everything else that makes you who you are. So girls lets wrap it up because we don’t want any accidents and I thank god each and every night that Im not pregnant like all the rest of theses young females.

Ps. I wanna thank my boyfriend for always being there for me and supporting me through everything cuz I know he would be there for me if we were ever to encounter a situation such as this.

Fear Factor at home

Okay so over the winter break I experienced the most disgusting thing ever. I was eating a bowl of greens because I was on a fast. Right before I was about to eat it I was stirring it around and stuff cuz it was hot. I noticed this white thing in my greens that looked like a piece of fat. So I pulled it out and told my friend “aye don’t this look like a worm”,and im just holding it in my hand playing with it. I was about o nibble on it because I thought it was a piece of fat but I didn’t I thru it on the counter to show my friend and next thing you know he said it is a worm don’t you see the legs… I was like yea right and believe it or not it was a worm or some type of caterpillar but I know that sucker was huge. And yes I still ate the greens afterwards.. Call it what you want but I don’t waste food lol. But the thought that I was holding it and I was about to nibble on it, just amazed me because that mean I can eat anything if I just sike my mind out .. lol smh

I do not fit in the categorey of the spleman stereotype

Sadity- ( stuck up) the thought of being superior to others.

Wow, sadity? Really? Me? I don’t think so. I was hanging out with my girls the other day and my best friend Lauren came to pick me up at my house trying to get me out the house as usual cuz my mom always has me on lock. While we were at my house, I was singing this song about booty (I forgot what the song was ) and she started singing it too. Oh, okay I remember now, it was shawty got a$ by dream. But I was singing the chorus “ let me see yo booty” and she like yea girl that’s my song. I’m like no no no no no ( because she aint got no booty and she know it lol) and she like what.. I like that .. booty booty .. and I said yea cuz you aint got no booty lol. Then that’s when my friend just came out of no where and said dang jnae you sadity ass hell. Ever since you done went down to spelman you done became one of them spelman sadity hoes. I was like NO I AM NOT ! and throughout the rest of the night every time I talked about one of my friends she would call me sadity and ask the rest of friends wasn’t I acting sadity… I just shook my head because I didn’t pay no attention to her the rest the night when she called me sadity. I knew I wasn’t acting any different from before I even went to spelman. So I came to the conclusion that she was only saying this because she believed that every girl that go to spelman come back stuck up and thinking they better than everybody else because they go to the number 1 best HBCU in the U.S. So she sittin up here calling me sadity based upon a stereotype smh. It’s a shame that she would think of me like that. She should already know how I act because she my best friend. Well I guess she don’t . Im me and imma be me till the day I die which aint sadity maybe cocky but never sadity.