Back when he was my boyfriend.....

This is how he became my boyfriend.

With a touch of lust on his finger tips
Giving an impulse to smoothness of my skin
Awakening me from the darkness that
Caused me to be naive. I feel alive.
I feel the vibe between us two.
Who would have thought that I would
Be with you. As you tilt my chin back and I gaze into your eyes. You kiss me.
As your lips touches mine, I embrace the feelings that you have for me. The feelings that I have yet to cherish because im not sure… not sure of what I might be getting my self into. So I pull away. U look at me with confusion because you misunderstand my actions.
But I have yet to tell something
I have yet to let you know………
That… I’m still with someone.
You feel guilty and dirty for the actions that you have taken.
U respect me and the relationship,
and say no offense but you mislead me
And I say no offense taken.

My love, My future, My boyfriend

As our bodies lie close together in the darkness.
I feel his breath on my neck, breathing in and out
In and out… He then kisses me softly on the neck with his elustrious lips.
The blood in my body rushing straight to my heart, my hormones rising, and my eyes
My eyes … are closed embracing each and every feeling.
He then looks me straight into my eyes and says “its so easy to tell some one you hate them but it’s so hard to tell some one u love them”.
Throughout the night filled with lust,
he kept resisting those three words
As we wake from a night that was filled with lust and resistance…..
Those unexpected words spewed from the lips that left me embracing each and every feeling
“I love U”
Is what he said
“I love you”
Is what

My love, My future, My boyfriend


Standing in this extensive line, impatiently waiting to swing my hips
And move my curves, nothing can explain the erg I have to dance tonight.
With my partner standing by my side, he too can’t wait to feel the curves of my body
Within the palms of his hands. As we get closer to the front, a man with a deep toned voice says “ya’ll need to have ya’ll state id not school id or u aint getting in”
The stare and the glare that we both seen in each others eyes, implied that we were up for a night of adventures.
Later that night We drove to target unfortunately it was closed
So he thought to break the ice we would just chill.
With each flash of the camera he seen this surprising glow in my eyes
His attraction to me became stronger
Once we conversed about our past and the things we had in common.
Our feelings towards each other were mutual.
Returning back to the car, we cuddled and talked about our struggles.
As soon as the conversation ended in silence
I thought to my self is this the man that has been sent from my wildest ….. dreams or
Is he truly my match maker.


You see this is here how I found my boyfriend, My future My love.
And with you there is no one that can replace you because you are so far above… love jeffery

Whats your definition of love

sooooo..... I was listening to my ipod and all these songs about love just kept popping up or the songs would talk about how good his loving is and how he wanna give her everything she wants. But WHAT IS LOVE? what does it mean when someone tells you that they love you? Is it only an emotion and that's it?
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I went on facebook to get some different opinions on love and here is what they said

* No one fully knows. But this is my take: when you are willing to sacrifice for someone. if u only "love" them when things are good than u aint neva love them to begin with. and Love dont die. So if u can "fall out of love" with someone than u aint love them to begin with either. When someones hapiness is just as important to you as you own...u love them

* chocolate

* love to me is when u know there flaws and still can accept them for who they are and also ur able to put there needs b4 your own. i dont think there is a true definition of love its just how u feel about it..


Now the first one i agree wit ..... Love doesn't die. When you love someone you love them no matter what, even when there with another man/woman. You may be jealous but you still love him/her. But mainly your just glad that their happy. If you fall out of love with that person you sure ass hell never loved them to begin with. But love love love i can't seem to come up wit a legit definition. I mean i have ideas but ideas are ideas. An idea can always proven wrong. As i meditate on the word love. I came up with my own definition of love.

*Love is when you get this deep feeling down inside that you can't explain. It's a feeling you've never felt before.

*Every time you see this girl/guy you always feel happy inside.

* If he/she makes you smile or up lifts your spirit when your goin though something or when your just down.

*When he/she puts there loved one before their self.

*If one can express how he/she feels about their loved one without saying " I love you"

* When your loved one defends you or stand by your side even though u may be wrong.

* When nobody or anything that someone does or says stands in between you and ur loved one.

* When ur flaws are no longer an issue to ur loved one.

* When he/she is willing to make changes in his/her life for their loved one.

* When you still have feelings for ur loved one even though your not together.

* When he/she is willing to do any and everything in there will for their loved one.

so with all these ideas put together i came up with: to have an unexplainable feeling about someone that may slightly fade at times but last for eternity;someone that enlightens you, encourages you, puts you before most things,whose down for you no matter what happens and that truly cares for you despite your flaws.