This experience has opened me to heart break hotel

"It could all be so simple

but you rather make it hard

loving you is like a battle

and we both end up with scars

tell me who i have to be

to get some reciprocity

see no one loves you more than me

and no one ever will

Is this just a silly game

That forces you to act this way

Forces you to scream my name

Then pretend that you can't stand

Tell me who i have to be

to get some reciprocity

see no one loves you more than me

and no one ever will

No matter how i think we grow

you always seem to let me know

it aint workin' it aint workin'

and when i try to walk away

you'd hurt yourself to make me stay

this is crazy.. this crazy

I keep letting you back in

How can i explain my self

As painful as this thing has been

I just can't be with no one else

See i know what we got to do

U let go and i'll let go too

cause no one's hurt me more than you

and no ever will....

No matter how i think we grow

you always seem to let me know

that it aint workin' .. it aint workin'

it aint workin'

And when i try to walk away

you'd hurt yourself to make me stay

this is crazy.. this is crazy

this is crazzyy.

Care for me care for i know you care for me

There for me there for me you said you'd be there for me

cry for me cry for you said you'd die for me

give to me give to me why won't you live for me.

............Where were you when i needed you... where were youuu...

How many tests have you failed in life?

So today I was looking up quotes to use for my face book status because I was stressed. I came across this quote which caught my eye. “The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.” This quote is so true. Your always going to make mistakes in life but those mistakes always teach you a lesson. You become wiser and a stronger person as a whole. Based upon experience I agree with this quote. I feel that I am tested by god every time I try to change. It’s like when I was fornicating, I would stop and try to live as holy as possible and then 3 months later a young man would come in my life and I would try to hold back and I would always fail. And each time I would fail something bad would go wrong in my life. Weather it was me thinking I was pregnant or me being cheated on by the guy I was with and feeling like a hoe afterwards because after all is done all he wanted was to smash. I find my self continuing to fail many test that I am given in life, but I am learning my lesson day by day with the help from my male friends how to improve my self. Thanks guys Muuuuahhhh…