A New Start...

Wow so it's been forever since I have expressed myself to you. I've been through a lot for the past couple months. I lost myself. I lost self respect for myself. I prayed and prayed and prayed but still the answer I was looking for wasn't clear. So I asked god's forgiveness because I feel that what I did was wrong. I have experienced a lot my freshman year, SO MUCH... that I couldn't even handle it all at one time. There have been many times that I have wanted to write but I was way to stressed and my thoughts were in a scramble. Although we aren't close friends I wanna thank you for opening my eyes to what life is really like, and i can't say I regret what we went through but I wish you would have made better choices upon the way you went about us. But hey life goes on and all I can say now is you live and you learn... and now i'm trying get my life back on track by respecting my self and loving my self before I allow any man to